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its been awhile. i'm enjoying my apartment and living with my sister. although i dont see her or hang out with her as much as i used to. we have also stopped talking about the stuff that we used to talk about. like sex and masturbating. i guess its weird when we live together and i can hear her and keith have sex. its not like it used to be when i could talk to her about it and not actually hear it happening. we haven't hung out with all the girls in a while either. it used to be julie, chelsea, sara and i all the time. now it seems like sara dropped off the face of the earth and its just me julie and chelsea. i miss sara a lot. its hard now that sara lives on campus, a 20 minute drive and basically lives with mike. he has stolen her from us, but we figured that would happen. chelsea has her new work friends and her new boy that shes all about now. me, i just got out of the craziest relationship ive ever had...well, since daniel. he was PsYcHo! but its over and i'm alone once again. i'm not enjoying school as much as i thought i would this quarter. although i ran into someone who i havent seen in almost a year the other day at school. my life is actually pretty boring. tonight i skipped class to take a nap and i've been sitting here watching tv since i woke up at 7. i decided to have a few beers since i know i wont be able to sleep tonight without some help. i joined a gym. not because it was my new years resolution to lose a few pounds, but because i feel sick to my stomach every time i look in the mirror. well, thats pretty much what i've been doing in case anyone was wondering. i'm gonna go back to my beer and the people's choice awards now.
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[15 Nov 2005|06:41pm] |
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My sister and I moved into our new place yesterday. I love it, its so tiny but so adorable. I am very sore right now though, i woke up to go to school, tried to stand up out of bed and i fell over because my legs hurt so bad. then i went to school and when i got home, went back to bed after going to the grocery store and spending $115. hey, it isn't okay for the fridge to be empty...ever. even when you have just moved. i already miss my dog, shes staying with my parents for a while since i work doubles and go to school. ok, i'm off to buy friends season 10!! im so excited. i wont be leaving my house for a looonnng time.
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[08 Nov 2005|04:43pm] |
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I voted today! My daddy is gonna be so proud of me.
NO ON ISSUE 31!!
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[02 Nov 2005|12:48am] |
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Standing on top of the edge it feels like its goin down.
everything stays in my mind, feelin in a daze on the ground.
feels like its gonna give, lifes too hard to live anymore,
i think ive had enough, things too tough
i'm out the door.
all in all its just another day now
your fallin down
what you gonna do,
standin on the top of the world tonight
no ones lookin back at you.
stand tall
its goin on
its goin on,
its gonna be just fine
your holdin on,
holdin on today.
things dont stop and the others announced they're movin on
salt and tears in the minds in the mouths of a bad decision
too late for another mistake its bringing me down
with all your faults it isnt your fault
whats going on
all in all its just another day now
your fallin down
what you gonna do
standing on top of the world tonight
no ones looking back at you
stand tall
its goin on
its goin on
its gonna be just fine
your holdin on
holding on today
so you lost yourself
so you lost your way
found life through someone else
but you threw it all away
all in all its just another day now
your fallin down
what you gonna do
standing on top of the world tonight
no ones looking back at you
stand tall
its goin on
its goin on
its gonna be just fine
your holdin on
holdin on today
times rolling on
rollin on today
its going on
going on today
i have a date on friday night with a guy i met in class. hes such a cutie and my friends approve which is a good sign. :-)
wish me luck!
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[11 Sep 2005|03:27pm] |
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I had a date last night with one of the valet guys at the bag...hes so adorable and such a gentleman. he was opening doors for me and everything! its been a long ass time since someones done that for me. but i havent been able to stop thinking about him all day but i dont wanna call him because then ill seem desperate. so just waiting for him to call me. my last day at the bag is friday. we are going out after work, prolly to bdubs. i started my training today at ocharleys. everyone there is really nice. im so excited about it. but the other day, my gm at the bag came up to me and was like "you can't quit, why dont you just pick up shifts so if you hate it there you can come back?" it was really weird though, hes never that nice to me. anyway, saturday is going to be a crazy day. i have training in the morning from 9 to 2. then i have to go to my cousins baby shower, who by the way is my age and his girl friend is 17 and still in high school. crazy kids. anyway, after that, i have to find a way to distract my dad so we can set up for their party, my mom will still be at my aunts. oh yes, i need a keg also. bud light if possible. if anyone can get one for cheap please let me know!
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[03 Sep 2005|11:26pm] |
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I got the job!! He told me that Emily told him so much about me that he was already going to hire me before I came in. It was the most informal interview I think I've ever had. But I'm excited, I start on the 12 and i put in my two weeks at the bag today. I hate that place. I went in to put in my two weeks, started to write it down, and my manager came up to me and was like 'you dont need to write it down' all snotty and shit. i know hes pissed that im quitting but wait til everyone else quits too.
oh oh oh, julie, chelsea and i went to look at that apartment again today. we move in on the 17th. yay! is today my lucky day or what?
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[03 Sep 2005|12:32am] |
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I dont know whos been talking shit about 40 year old virgin but that movie was definately one of the funniest movies i have seen in a long time. i think i laughed the entire time, even the parts when no one else was laughing. why did no one else laugh when he said ne needed some puuunn?? hahaha that shit is hillarious.
i have an interview tomorrow that i'm super excited about. then my sis and i are going to look at and hopefully sign a lease for an apartment. then i have a few other options for tomorrow night but i'm not going to mention them because i dont want to get my hopes up. mmm tomorrow is sunday funday!! who knows if thats going to happen though since its the holiday weekend. i should probably get some sleep for my interview...maybe decide what I'm going to wear....
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[14 Aug 2005|11:04pm] |
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I called eye candy today. I invited him to the OAR show tomorrow night but he was responsible and said no. he has to be at work at 6am and he doesnt want to be home late and hung over for work. So we have plans wednesday. I'm excited, I dont know what we are going to do though. mmmmm eye candy.
is my single streak over yet?
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[13 Aug 2005|12:55am] |
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guys are so scandelous.
I got a phone number at work last night though, I'm so excited. I haven't called him...waiting on a good time.
I mailed the invitations to the party today, finally.
There is so much to look foreward to right now. I'm looking at a couple apartments tomorrow, the OAR concert is tuesday, and chelsea's bday is friday, and of course, the partay on the 17th. yyaayy.
i need a fling. know anyone?
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[08 Aug 2005|12:54am] |
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hey! no glove, no love dammit!!!
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[04 Aug 2005|03:00pm] |
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I am the queen of making mistakes.
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[24 Jul 2005|01:52am] |
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I've been trying to register for classes since midnight but the cstate site is crazy. it wont let me get in at all. and then i called and tried to do it over the phone and it said i was registered and then i called back to see if my schedule was ok and it told me i wasnt registered for any classes. I'm confused and frustrated at this point. I'm going to bed, and when I wake up for work, I'm going to try one more time and if it doesnt work then, I'm going to say fuck going to school because that has to be a sign.
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[29 Jun 2005|01:19am] |
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I have been going to the bar way too much lately. I wish there was something else to do that is equally fun. Last night my sister said the cutest thing about me to Alisha. Alisha was talking about how she is jealous of our relationship as sisters because we are so close. Julie agreed that I am her best friend and she said that I can make her laugh for hours on end. I have only heard Julie say cute things about me a couple times, even though I know how she feels about me. It's just nice to hear her say it. She has also been telling me lately that she loves me when I leave, it may be because of what is happening with Keith and she realizes that things can happen and the people you love might not be here tomorrow. It sucks that it took that to make her realize it, but at least its not too late. I'm just happy Keith is ok. the Old Bag of Nails has a death curse on it though. these past couple weeks, everyone that works there has had someone close to them die. I'm scared that I'm next since I'm the only one who hasnt lost anyone lately. *knock on wood*
There is a rumor going around my work that me, Julie, Keith, Sarah, Tommy, Patty and Penny broke into work one night and stole liquor. I think its hillarious because when we asked the GM if any liquor was missing, he said no. I'm so confused though, I dont know who would be spreading that. But it got to the D.O. and now im fucked out of transferring to Westerville since he thinks I'm a theif. He should know by now that our store is full of drama and not to believe it, especially since there is no liquor missing. It is the stupidest thing that I have ever heard. Oh well, I guess thats what happens when you work with a bunch of girls. There is gonna be drama and since I havent had any rumors spread about me yet, I guess its my time, and I get the worst one. Eh, life goes on right?
So I have Saturday off. I'm so excited about it. I havent decided what I'm gonna do yet though. There are a few options but none that I'm really all that excited about. I guess we'll see what I get into. Maybe I'll just sit at home and watch movies and sleep since I never have my time to myself...thats not a bad idea.
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[11 May 2005|03:15pm] |
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Chelsea, Michelle, and I went to see Lifehouse last night. It was such an awesome show, they are all so sexy. It was so sad though, i almost wanted to cry the whole time they were singing. I waited after the show and everyone else left me but I got their autographs! they were all so nice. they like shook my hand and said thanks for coming and asked me my name, saying they were happy to meet me. i havent met a band that interested in their fans. like i met mest and good charlotte and they were assholes. it was so exciting though.
ive been getting phone calls from the past lately. from people i havent talked to in sooo long. im glad they are calling me though because i dont have their numbers anymore.
my hands are hurting. i hate this keyboard.
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[17 Apr 2005|09:50pm] |
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Im so bothered right now that I cant even sleep. I had the shittiest table tonight at work. They were so mean they seriously made me want to kill myself. Like, every time I walked away from their table, I could hear them talking shit about me. I don’t know what they were saying but they were definitely talking shit. Once I even went up to them and heard one of them say to another, “shhhh”…what the fuck?? Did they not have anything better to talk about than me? I mean, I wasn’t giving them bad service. People need to understand that when you go out to eat, the server is not your servant, she is your server. When they were done eating, they went up to my manager and told him that I didn’t know anything about the menu, that they were asking me questions and I couldn’t answer them. That never happened! They never asked me any questions that I couldn’t answer, and if they did, I would have went and got the answer and told them. That is what bothered me the most. That he fucking lied to my manager. He just wanted gift certificates and he got what he wanted. I hope karma bites him in the ass and he gets fired from his job. Those are the kind of people that I wish I knew where they worked so I could go in there and be a bitch to him and then make up some stupid shit and tell his boss. Did he just have a bad day and need to do something to make him feel better? Seriously, these people were so fucking rude. I did nothing wrong. I should have spit in their food or fucking wiped a booger on all their hamburgers. I didn’t know that a complete stranger could make me feel this way. I have been upset about this for almost 4 hours now. I know that is stupid and I shouldn’t let it get to me like this but those people made me feel so bad about myself and I know I did nothing wrong. My manager believes me and everyone at work was telling me not to worry about it, worse shit happens, people are just assholes, blah blah…now so much more than ever, I want to get through school and get a degree so I don’t have to work in a restaurant for the rest of my life. Maybe that’s what was supposed to happen. Maybe I needed that sort of thing to happen to push me to go to school. I need to look at the positive side of things more often. I mean, I didn’t get fired from my job, didn’t even get written up, didn’t get the whole “marla I need to talk to you in the office” didn’t even get yelled at. All my manager said was,
”don’t worry, I got it taken care of, this kind of stuff happens, people are assholes, I understand.” that’s it! That’s why I don’t know why I am so upset right now. although writing this really helped a lot. I guess I learned one thing from this: one person’s actions really does affect other people. and the next time you are out to eat, no matter what happens, tip your server 20% and don’t complain over stupid shit. That server works their ass off for you and makes 2.13 an hour. And if you actually sat there and read this whole thing, you are awesome. Im going to bed now.
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[02 Apr 2005|10:45pm] |
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I'm so upset that Mitch Hedberg died on Wednesday. I loved him so much. seriously though, they say he died of a heart attack because hes had heart problems since he was a baby, but i believe it was a coke overdose that made him have the heart attack. i mean, everyone knows he did coke, he even talked about drugs in all his shows. but anyway, he was only 37 and he was my favorite comedian by far. i have a couple of his cd's and a dvd. i reccommend anyone who hasnt heard any of his stuff to go out and buy his dvd. you wont regret it at all!
i dont ever update anymore. truthfully though, theres nothing much to say about my boring life that anyone would even remotely want to hear about.
ohio weather sucks.
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[22 Mar 2005|10:13am] |
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yes, im still sick. my whole body aches and i have to go to work tonight since i called off last night. i took out my industrial, its been over a year and the damn thing wasnt healed yet. im at a loss for words...
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[21 Mar 2005|05:57pm] |
[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 Player.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I've paid for a cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day. (oregano doesn't count.)
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have kissed a stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[x] Been arrested
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[x] Saw a therapist
[ ] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[x] Been fired
[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Stole something from your job
[x] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[x] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[x] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now
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[18 Mar 2005|11:34am] |
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its finally nice outside! too bad i have to work a double today. but the nice weather always makes everyone in a good mood. i bet tonight at work people will be all happy and nice since cuz of the sun. weird how the sun can change people's moods..my parents are talking about buying a new house. i love this house and i would hate to have to move. why would they build a patio and a new room onto the house and then sell it a year later? does that make sense? if i was older i would buy this house off of them in a heart beat.
my grandma is staying with us this weekend. its not bad though since im working the whole damn weekened. my cousin is graduating from college on sunday. I'm so jealous. i wish i was closer to that point in my life. im so burnt out on working. i work more than anyone i know and thats sad. i dont even have any money to prove it.
amanda is home for a week and a half but i have to work the whole time. at least i saw her yesterday. mmmmm...im talking too much.
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[02 Mar 2005|02:34pm] |
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My birthday is Saturday. I have to work. The other day someone told me I'm a workaholic and I got to thinking about it...I really am. It's not like I have anything better to do with my time. So, I'm moving to the apartment complex my sister lives in, hopefully sometime soon. they are $665 for a 2 bed 2 1/2 bath townhome. I thought that was a good deal especially because I have looked at like 10 apartments the past couple days and these are they only ones that I like. and besides that, all my friends live around there. Julie, Angela, Sara, Chelsea, Sarah...and Brian is talking about moving there. Its gonna be called the Old Bag complex soon. I love my girls.
I just got off work and I have to go to the dentist and then go back to work. My life is so much fun.
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